Winter stuffs

Can't believe it's almost 2010. Lots of things happening now.

10 MORE DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY! My birthday is in 12/22 and I'm going to be 16. I feel so young~ I might be getting myself an Xbox cause my friend insists...

I got my 2nd marking period report card and got a 92 avg. whoo! Got a 90 in Physics :D I also got my PSAT scores and got a 151. So bad.... My other friends got higher than me. Gotta get tutoring from them. =~=

I was able to finally confront this girl that I think likes me. She was finally by herself today and I hesitated so I went to my friend in the lunch room, asking her what I should do. Chat with her or what. We were talking about my situation for a while and it was about 10 more minutes until the period was going to end so I rushed back to the library. As I got back, She was by herself in the back of the library, writing something in her binder. I was pacing, thinking what I should do. There was 5 minutes left and I did what I thought would be the impossible and went straight up to her and said hi. She was surprised to see me and was hiding something from me that she was writing in her binder. Was it about me or was it just other personal stuff I shouldn't know?

Well it didn't really last for long, it was very awkward because we had nothing to talk about and I'm still trying to work on getting her aim =_=

Last day of work was on the 16th. I really enjoyed it. We had Secret Santa and got each other gifts ;D I bought my person a Plush pink donut from KidRobot (awesome store) My friend Jenny got me a Labbit that I've kinda always wanted as an early birthday present (YOU ROCK JEN!)

So nice of her to do that. I wish I could give the favor back though :<

Birthday is coming up in 4 days, I can't wait till I hit 16 :D Yes, I'm that young lol

Til Next Time~

I had the best dream last night :D

December 4th around 10 P.M., I was using the computer then I dozed off on my couch and fell asleep to what happened to be a weird dream but one of the best dreams I ever had.

I wrote it all down to make sure I didn't forget xP

December 4th, 2009

In my dream, I remember playing Forza for ps3 and tony talking was talking about it. Then I saw myself waking along the beach and saw Lei and she was talking about going to the beach.

The dream mainly involved girl from school who I think likes me and another one of my friends from work. I was put into situations where I keep taking public showers and girl who likes me keeps trying to give me stuff while I take shower and I was embarrassed in stuffs. I was doing those things because some people were trying to chase after me and the only way they wouldn't notice me if I were to enter a public bathroom to take a shower. I remember taking a piss then she came and I was like ahhh don't look. I covered up n it splashed all over my sweater.

I also remember that I was with a friend of mines from work and we were talking then we ended up in my bathroom and then I lightly pushed her to the floor and I fell down along side with her. Then I hugged her and it felt....comfortable, weird, and cute.... The position was that I was giving her a side hug/leaning besides her, leaned against the bathroom wall and both our heads were beside each other. I asked, "Hey, you alright? She says, "yeah." I said "This feels weird, are you...okay with this?" She’s says, "yeah...I guess." Then, I saw her aim status saying, thanks a lot buddy : ) or something like that.

It's kinda weird cause the girl from the second part of my dream, I wouldn't have those kind of feelings for her. "Like-like" kinda feelings (dunno if there's a word for it) Ahh, I hope she doesn't read this. Kinda scared to know what her response would be....

I wrote this on my AIM status and told this to 4 people as of now and they're like, "Awww" or "Wow cool" or something like that. They're telling me, you should go confess to the girl. The problem is that I am very shy T~T I'll just let the time pass until the time is right... As of now, trying to get her AIM screen name through myspace...if she does repsond to my message. I'm even more scared to ask her in person.

I also had this kind of feeling lat night that I really, really wanted to confess to either her or one of the other girls that I like. It felt like I had all the courage built up inside me when I woke up from that dream. I had the guts to say, "Hey, I really like you and all. Want to go out some time?" Gosh, how much I really want to relive that dream...

In other news, my friend from work (mentioned above) received her PSATs score. She got a 162. I hope i did any good on mines....I might be signing up for January SATs...better get studying...

Til next time~

Forgetting stuffs...

Ugh, I had a thought about writing up a blog post today about something I thought about but I can't remember what it was about.

Damn. I guess I've just about reached to the time where I'll need a pen and notepad to jot down what I'd want to write on my blog post :T

I also tried to restore my computer to factory settings. Didn't turn out well considering it did absolutely nothing at all. I also want to wipe out the memory and start fresh and new. This is really pissing me off -.-"

Apparently I was supposed to burn a CD or DVD when I first got this computer for recovery purposes. Lil bit too late for that now huh...I really don't want to buy a recovery disk from Acer as well. I refuse to buy any of their crap after getting this computer.


As for a random note, someone apparently left a converse shoe beneath the computer desk in the school library. Odd...

Til next time~

Hating my Computer -_-''

I am really tired of using this crappy Acer computer of mines. I just wonder why my dad got it. He bought it around 700$ back in the summer 2007. I was real excited to use the computer. I eventually gained a whole lot more computer smarts into realizing how crappy of a computer it is.

The Specs are:
Processor: Intel Celeron M CPU 520 1.6 GHZ
Memory: 1 GB of RAM
HDD: 80 GB
Chip type: Intel GMA 950
OS: Vista Home Basic

I realized that the computer was starting to run slow and I learned why. It was due to the RAM and the processor. Most processor that work well would be non-Intel and have more than 2.5Ghz.

My father recently bought a refurbished Toshiba laptop for about 400$ and I must say that his computer runs so much better than the one I'm using. His computer turns on so quick that you don't even have to wait for it to boot up. As for mines, I had to wait 5 minutes for it to boot up. My father's computer had 3GB of ram with an even better processor and chip type and more HDD space.

That really pissed me off how I end up with such a crappy computer. I am never going to buy another product form Acer again. I'll just manage with this computer until college I guess and get myself a Macbook or a Vaio.


I also heard that Windows 7 runs so much better on this computer than Vista.

Crappy computer + Crappy OS = waste of money -_-

Til next time~