December 4th around 10 P.M., I was using the computer then I dozed off on my couch and fell asleep to what happened to be a weird dream but one of the best dreams I ever had.
I wrote it all down to make sure I didn't forget xP
December 4th, 2009
In my dream, I remember playing Forza for ps3 and tony talking was talking about it. Then I saw myself waking along the beach and saw Lei and she was talking about going to the beach.
The dream mainly involved girl from school who I think likes me and another one of my friends from work. I was put into situations where I keep taking public showers and girl who likes me keeps trying to give me stuff while I take shower and I was embarrassed in stuffs. I was doing those things because some people were trying to chase after me and the only way they wouldn't notice me if I were to enter a public bathroom to take a shower. I remember taking a piss then she came and I was like ahhh don't look. I covered up n it splashed all over my sweater.
I also remember that I was with a friend of mines from work and we were talking then we ended up in my bathroom and then I lightly pushed her to the floor and I fell down along side with her. Then I hugged her and it felt....comfortable, weird, and cute.... The position was that I was giving her a side hug/leaning besides her, leaned against the bathroom wall and both our heads were beside each other. I asked, "Hey, you alright? She says, "yeah." I said "This feels weird, are you...okay with this?" She’s says, "yeah...I guess." Then, I saw her aim status saying, thanks a lot buddy : ) or something like that.
It's kinda weird cause the girl from the second part of my dream, I wouldn't have those kind of feelings for her. "Like-like" kinda feelings (dunno if there's a word for it) Ahh, I hope she doesn't read this. Kinda scared to know what her response would be....
I wrote this on my AIM status and told this to 4 people as of now and they're like, "Awww" or "Wow cool" or something like that. They're telling me, you should go confess to the girl. The problem is that I am very shy T~T I'll just let the time pass until the time is right... As of now, trying to get her AIM screen name through myspace...if she does repsond to my message. I'm even more scared to ask her in person.
I also had this kind of feeling lat night that I really, really wanted to confess to either her or one of the other girls that I like. It felt like I had all the courage built up inside me when I woke up from that dream. I had the guts to say, "Hey, I really like you and all. Want to go out some time?" Gosh, how much I really want to relive that dream...
In other news, my friend from work (mentioned above) received her PSATs score. She got a 162. I hope i did any good on mines....I might be signing up for January SATs...better get studying...
Til next time~
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